I'm quite proud to say I did it, though, and even conquered my goal: to finally try Datura Online now that I've got the interwebs at my fingertips. Plus, it was a goal I'd made as a justification for skipping Ashley's class on Tuesday (see: Tuesday's Blog entry).
As it turns out, I wasn't feeling particularly dancey-times right before bed, but they have a giant selection of levels, teachers, styles, types of instruction... so I did this conditioning series with Ashley which is remarkably like the one she uses to warm up class sometimes, and there is always a moment during those days when I think I can't do this and I stop and feel like I'm not quite good enough... until the end of the series, when I've done all but that one thing I couldn't do, and I know it was good for me; my muscles are burning and every once in a while it feels like pride more than just pain.
After the 20-minute conditioning I did a little balance flow yoga series and rehearsed a track (that I mixed myself mhmmmm) to round out the half-hour.
I'm really proud of myself, you guys. Thanks for the inspiration.
It feels good.